Saturday, August 04, 2012

Being emo

It took awhile to sink in, but I think it's finally dawning on me.  A partner isn't someone who simply lives a life parallel to yours.  I thought that was enough, just like I thought 'nice' was enough.  But 'nice' can be a mask for the meaness underneath.  And 'there' can quickly turn to abandonment.

Yes, trusting again will be hard.  But maybe I never trusted in the first place.  And maybe there was no trust because I knew he wouldn't be there when I fell.